I meant to post this as a comment in Alix’s blog. But, I have way too much to say. Way too many questions to ask.
It’s been about a month since her and I broke up. (Her being Aquafina). I’m not as devastated about the break-up as I am about the events that followed subsequently. Within 4 hours of our break-up she with someone else. It’s not the fact that she moved on so fast that pains me. It’s the fact that the person who she is with was a mutual friend of ours. I remember succinctly asking her if she was cheating on me with that person. Her response to me was no. I’m 30 years old. I may look naive but my date of birth was not 02-20-09. She claimed she wasn’t cheating. I wanted us to be friends when we broke up but after all this I can’t look at her the same anymore. I can’t even bring myself to respect her because she lied blatantly. The opportunity posed itself for her to come clean, yet she continued with the lies. Much like Alix, I tend to ask myself from time to time, how is it for someone to break your hear so easily and not even flinch? I had the opportunity to leave that relationship had she been forthright but I stuck around and put myself through unnecessary pain. I kept trying to make the glove fit because i felt she deserved a chance and I felt that I didn’t need to push anyone else away. Not Again. Boy was I wrong!!?