Still trying to catch my second wind

Dear Diary,

I’m not sure what my Job Security is like here. Everything just seems
so dismal and I’m in a position that presents a challenge, I’d say it’s
the biggest professional challenge I’ve ever had to face. Should
things not pan out the way I plan, I don’t really think I’ll  have a plan
B. Everyone I know is going through tough times. The “haves” worry
about losing and the “have nots”  worry about finding (which in today’s
harsh reality is least likely). I’ve been like this since the
beginning of the year and at some point, I’d made the decision not to let
things bother me.  But as the days progress I find myself just operating
in the capacity of a robot. I could use a serious break even if it
doesn’t seem like it. On the upside an old crush re-emerged. She’s
kinda quirky and I like that about her. She’s so carefree and it’s as
if she has not a care in the world. I can’t say that I blame her, because
at this point she’s already worked to attain so much and It’s quite
impressive. She’s a far cry from the sub-par females I’ve subjected
myself to lately. Classy chick, London-born with 2 degrees under he
belt. I’m not a gold-digger but it feels nice to run into someone who
has their shit together. It’s inspiring to say the least.

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