What makes you so special?…… 


Still nothing can fill the void in my heart.    My loins follow my heart and will ultimately find satisfaction in my hearts content.    I’ve look at most of the women in my life.  Past or Present and asked,   What makes you so special?    I know that I’m searching for the impossible but my quest continues.   I’d like her to be:

  • refined
  • Open-Minded
  • Well put together
  • Educated
  • Wise beyond her years
  • Silly
  • Laidback but with a touch of class.   Not necessarily elitist class but by no means AMORAL.  
  • She loves to cook (a girl after my own Heart).
  • She’s ambitious
  • She’s supportive
  • She’s objective
  • She cares about her appearance but isn’t overtly vain.   
  • sensitive to the touch.  But strong when you need her to be

Maybe my prerequisites are too much.   In fact, they are.   But a girl can dream

The list of things I do not need:

  • co-dependency
  • mutability  (she should just be. but not mold herself to be)
  • Indolence
  • Desperation


  • Me

    I am all of that. Maybe you have a hard time believing the refined part, but like i always told you – there are many facets to me. I am everything you say you want – yet you don’t want it. SMH. And i was this close to gettin that damned Patriots apron! Smile, sweetheart. I need you to smile, because I am crying enough for the both of us.

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