Part of me feels as though it is inevitable that he will cheat with this girl (although the means aren’t physically there). I know it’s all really silly but i can’t help but feeling the way I did when I was with Loni and she wouldn’t get rid of that bitch mahogany. So many times I’d been disrespected only to find out they were fucking each other. It makes me feel like that’s what he’s doing. Only difference this time around is that, I am preparing myself for the blow.