you are forcing the issue between us. I feel as though we are drifting apart and that we are very much the cliff analogy I described to you earlier. you say that your focus is only on me but there are times when we have conversations in which you just drift off elsewhere. You zone out. your mind is never with me. I cannot keep your attention gunz and at this point I feel myself going thru the motions knowing that at some point our relationship will run its course. Your statements and you’re averring to love me and only me, sound like words said to assuage your troubled mind. I need you to be 100% honest with yourself and picture your life with me as the only woman you love or are in love with. A little in depth soul-searching would double my respect for you. I’m not asking for your hand in marriage. I just guess I’m asking for a one-woman man. If that’s so hard to believe. Are you a “one-woman” man ?
I know you probably ask why i’m still here. But i guess that would be because I love you. I’ve never let myself endure so much hurt and pain and disappointment. Now I’m not saying that you’re altogether bad. On the contrary. I feel as though you have the best of intentions. I just believe that what you need and what you want differ exponentially. You may need me but you don’t want me. I am not the Galatea you pictured in your mind’s eye.