This morning I uttered a simple prayer and then it all came rushing back to me. Everything! How I could Help myself.. How I could help Terique. (He’s got his moments when he’s down too). I think that God answered a multitude of prayers in one fell swoop. Prayers I didn’t know I’d been asking. There are a few things I’ve identified about my depression:
- I’m alone down here
- I’m listless
- I have no value.
Those are the main issues i encounter. Quite the defeatist attitude if you ask me. But in praying and poring things over God (and Chavon) gave me my answers. Maybe I’m not working now but I could do some volunteer work. Cure for loneliness – Volunteer work places me around other like-minded individuals and gives me the opportunity to socialize and meet people in a positive setting. Cure for Listlessness (is that a word?) – it presents an opportunity to occupy my free time. Cure for worthlessness – It also helps me to feel better about my self because I’d be doing something that was worthwhile.