feeling small and insignificant. just some random person. if I disappear it would be as if I were never here. the hard thing about being a Christian is that God reminds you that you are human. That you exist. And though advantageous it might seem. You’re also reminded that you are susceptible to life’s imperfections. To slights. to ill-used words. you ask yourself which is better? to cease to exist? or to feel alive and remain vulnerable to pain.
Yet suddenly I see my life in such a vivid array of Vibrant colors. My senses have awakened and it beats the humdrum of obscurity. This life beats the grey areas any day. GET UP!!!