• African American,  Family,  Genes


    Geneology Account Meesh My old life was a far cry from what it is now. I’ve undergone a sort of metamorphosis. I was looking at an old photo montage I made back when grandpa died. Then I started looking up my aunt’s name on the Internet. I found out that she was quite brilliant as is her husband and son. She’s into computers also. So I guess the whole computer geek thing is a genetic thing. I never knew until the age of 28 that my aunt was an inventor or a scholar. Part of me wishes I’d stayed with my dad when I was younger because I probably would’ve…

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    The Straight Pill

    Now I’m not one to typically piggyback off someone else’s entry. But this one evoked a lot of emotion in me. I guess coz of my religious upbringing. But read it. Let me know how you feel and if you like it pass it on. Oh yes STOLEN FROM APOCKETFULLOFHOPE The Straight Pill Date March 13, 2009 If there was a pill that could make me straight …..Straight in body …..Straight in mind …..Straight in heart ……….I would not take it. If taking such a pill would restore all my lost friendships …..And regain my parents pride …..And give back my families respect …..…..I would not take it. If taking…

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    Luck be a Lady Tonight

    I got a newfound crush who will never know I exist. She made me fall in love with hip hop again and Lord knows it’s been years since Meesh was in love with hip hop. But I shit you not the one chick I’d compromise all my values for should the opportunity ever present itself is the one, the only; Lady Luck. In short, Meesh would like to bone Lady Luck. I don’t know if it’s just the crazy punch lines or the laidback swagga. Either way she’ll get it.

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    Road Trip

    Ladies and Gentlemen.   Well Ladies anyway.   Hmm I wonder why I don’t have any male friends?   It’d be nice to have a male friend who I can relate to without them trying to fuck me or without them telling me that the past 8 years of my homosexuality have been nothing but a phase.  But that’s a topic for another day.  I’m taking a road trip down to Georgia for the Easter weekend.   It’s a family outing for which I’ll be dusting off the Nikon and catching the sights.   I’m driving 4 hours.  My brother’s driving 4 hours and My Mom’s driving 4 hours.  Then from GA, I’m driving 5…

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    in surmise

    I haven’t really had a moment to myself this past week.  I’ve mainly been stressing out about work and all the bullshit that comes with it.  But for the first time in a long time I found myself thinking clearly yesterday.  It’s been kind of hard learning all the aspects of data recovery in the lab.   But I find that once I approach things with a clear head I’m usually able to figure it out.   So yesterday was a great day at work despite my boss bitching about recoveries and despite the fact I damn near tore my thumbnail off.   Lately I’ve only been talking to Aquafina and it seems…

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    Just the little things

    This pretty picture is my ¾ eaten lunch. Soup of the day was Red Peas soup. Sorry I demolished it before even thinking about taking a photo Now to most of you non-west Indian individuals this might look a little gross. But shyt to me it’s a likkle piece a yaaad. I was thinking about that as I was eating it and It made me think about just the little shyt I tend to take for granted. Picture life in a world with no Red Peas Soup. So the thought of the day like the soup of the day is: Cherish what you got coz tomorrow it might be gone.

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    Still trying to catch my second wind

    Dear Diary, I’m not sure what my Job Security is like here. Everything just seems so dismal and I’m in a position that presents a challenge, I’d say it’s the biggest professional challenge I’ve ever had to face. Should things not pan out the way I plan, I don’t really think I’ll  have a plan B. Everyone I know is going through tough times. The “haves” worry about losing and the “have nots”  worry about finding (which in today’s harsh reality is least likely). I’ve been like this since the beginning of the year and at some point, I’d made the decision not to let things bother me.  But as…

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    Unusual Shit…

    Last night I had this dream. I saw a navy blue Nissan Altima 2008 parked outside my house. The back door was caved in along with the compartment that houses the gas tank. The car literally looked as if it had been hit with an IED in Iraq. So this morning, I get up and head to work. On my way I run into traffic due to an accident. As I’m driving past the scene I look up at the vehicle on the truck to notice it’s the car in my dream.